Top 25...ish

[Jim Lynch]

Top 25…ish

So once again our suck ass fucking tribe loses another challenge and I have to say that I’m really sick of all the boys. The way they beat around the bush in conversations makes it so obvious that they are either really socially awkward or that they are together, which is exactly how I knew it was going to go.



Brooke and I really should have tied the vote to keep Blake with us (even though he had a post vote ) instead of just hoping we’d win the challenge, but Brooke is so sure that Aras will side with us over Brandon and Judd. I’m sure she’s just as sure as she was about Joe in VS. 8. Christ. Now I know Brandon (who I’m pretty sure is Robert from VS. 9) is voting for me, which means Judd is most likely, if not 100%, doing as well.

It just sucks if I go to Redemption because I deserve to stay in the game so much more than Aras, Judd, or Brooke, but I don’t have a penis so I can’t and really actually don’t want to bond with these guys, and the only “girl” on this tribe who was an at least minimal mix of strong, active, and bearable, was Brooke.

Well at least if Aras does in fact vote me out with those two idiots (who did nothing for the challenge after the first hour or so) I know it’s coming so I’m not blindsided. I’ll even tell Brandon to make his photobucket account private so people can’t peak in….or I could leave it open for display at Redemption and let whoever wants it have it if they go back into the game.

What pisses me off is that before the vote no one is on AIM or they all go and hide because they’re pussies when they’re supposed to be “men.” Good fucking lord.

[Jim Lynch]

So.......I'm still here





For now....


Anyway, that vote was so crazy. I was in desperation mode because I KNEW I was going to Redemption Island, and I'm sorry, but I'm certainly not planning on heading there anytime soon. So I went onto AIM and look for ANYONE I could to try and swing this away from me. Aras was away, so I left him a message and then after a while I went to Brandon and I guess you could say I confronted him, but in a calm and intelligent matter.

I put my case on the table and even though he was a bit receptive he didn't take the bait and basically told me I was dead in the water, but of course I wasn't just going to lay down and die, that's not my style, so I went and confronted Aras and did the same thing I did with Brandon, but like Brandon it was kind of too little too late for him. With nothing else to lose I took the jump and revealed myself. That's when it all changed.

Aras' initial reaction was a bit like..



He said that it suddenly changed everything and then with just precise word choice, promises, anything I could throw, I made a final 3 alliance with him and Brooke and then I survived.

[Jim Lynch]

Like I said I'm still here...for now.

Coming up with this vote I need both Brooke's and Aras' vote to stay in the game, and I know for a fact that Brooke will vote with me, but I also know that Brandon will vote me again most likely to spite me.

Normally with the alliance I just made with Aras and Brooke I'd be all happy and dandy, but I'm not stupid, and unfortunately, I don't think Aras is either. I have to wonder if he knows how deep my friendship with Brooke runs, and if were put in a 3 person vote scenario he probably knows that the two of us would vote him out to keep each other in a split second.

If Aras is smart, which he very well might be, he'd vote me out with Brandon and keep Brandon and Brooke putting himself in a situation where the other two would keep him and go after each other. Now let's just hope the asshole doesn't do that.



I've been talking on AIM recently with Aras and he says that Brandon essentially hounded him after the vote was revealed and Aras says he lied to Brandon that he'll vote me to basically get him to shut up.....but who says Aras isn't doing the exact opposite and instead is telling the truth to Brandon and is in fact lying to me.

I wouldn't be surprised, and if that vote ties tomorrow, I know I'm SCREWED. I really do think Aras is a good guy and could possibly be genuine and want Final 3 with Brooke and myself, but he also has the potential to be a player and could make the best moves for himself.

Overall though I hope that Aras remembers he scorned Brandon and I'm indebted to him (or so he thinks) and Brandon will still remember the betrayal, so why betray me and leave a scorned player in the game who won't forget how he went behind his back.

I guess all in due time. Hopefully this bitch is still here, because my ass is certainly not ready to head off to Redemption Island to do that stupid ass brick challenge again.